Monday, January 9

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My thought will echo your name
Until I see you

My heart will echo you name
Until you are mine again.

My guilt will echo your name
Reminding me the disappointment I brought you
Reminding me of the sadness I brought you
Reminding me of the tears that I promised to never see or bring upon you
Reminding me of how you thought you had everything under control but infact you had nothing in control.
Reminding you of the imbecile animal you are
The one that you never wanted yourself to become

I promised to never let her be sad, I made her sad
I promised to never make her cry, I made her cry
I promised to never make her feel disappointed, I made her disappointed
Oh wtf are you doing Daryl
How could you Daryl?
I am utterly disgraced in you Daryl.
Until you make it right,
You'll be stuck here miserable.
Haunted by the guilt.
The guilt of hurting the most fragile thing that means the world to you
The guilt of being the let down
The guilt of losing her trust.
Hey man if she go,
You'd be living with the guilt forever.
The guilt of ruining part of her life.
That was promised to be perfect.
And not being in the final chapter of the book of life,
Holding her in your arms.
Don't just cry,
Fight for it.
If you fall again,
Remember what you are fighting for.
Stand up and fight again .